A thousand times

Ten thousand times I said
ten thousand times I try...
day by day it fades away,
then, the years goes away.

Everything has done
but not all has be gone.
Remains of hope there are
because I am not far.

If you make a decision
and you get lost those fear
I´ll be in the right direction
waiting full of tears.

Solo un momento de claridad

Me pierdo horas observando tus curvas,

puedo pasar días escuchando tus palabras

y a la vez perderme en tu mirada 

esperando que algún día me dediques esa mirada.

Pax

My disease is your breath 

on your lips bread my dead.

Fascination for the rotten flesh 

describe my fucking self…

Morbid anguish for the future 

to draw insane pictures of madness.

Ancient memories come to torture,

like a long illness.

Epidemic depression 

dysfunctional impression

about reality 

just fatality…

The history of humanity

Set up

fucked up

Just waiting for..

Helluzinations of terror.

Economic genocide 

We are all subside 

to sold our souls

for plastic gold.

Shallow promises 

called from the sky

whispering progress

to change our mind.

A new order of chaos

I saw the corruption shine on their eyes.

There are no light 

just all the lies has become right.

The truth fades away

the reason is dead.

there is no time!!!!!

just fucking run!!!

Run for your life!!!!!!

Just there

Perhaps you think I am not feel it

but here I am out there just waiting.

Some times try to erase your pain

other times trying to make you smile.

Maybe my life style is obscene

But you are always here.

People said witch I am insane

but just is the cost of fame.

Out from the silver scream

standing out from this dream

in a lonely corner you are

taking your time.

Fuck you

I saw from the shadows
waiting the moment from your fall.
Your final has begun
no place to run...

You can speak
and can defame
but never has the courage
to fight face to face.

Hypocrisy and cowardice
describe your weak intelligence.
I will rise from the ashes
to take revenge.

Dead walking

I know, there is something wrong.
Just I am smile and go on...
I tried to fix the things,
but it is out of control.

When it comes about us
you always avoid for...
There are my words against wine
We can not deny and take away.

My gloomy smile breaking me apart
Dying day by day when I say: I am ok.
There are the lies I hear and I think that.
Emotional breaking down, I am a dead man.

Titulo

Y los días pasan

como arena entre los dedos.

Las horas se ahogan 

en los océanos del los tiempos.

Ardo en deseo, pero me asfixio en nostalgia.

Todo aquello que desbordaba vida ahora agoniza.

Es solo un mal recuerdo

un sentimiento ahogado en olvido.

Intentos futiles de felicidad 

actos consumados de soledad.

Prendo fuego a mi alma,

para ver si en a muerte obtengo calma.

Pero todo es lo mismo…

Silencio, el frío paramo de la eternidad.

Es una estupidez pensar que todo será distinto,

aun soy consumido por esta enfermedad.

An other day to die

My hart is lost
my soul is broken
May be I can´t fix it
Perhaps I am collapsing.

But... I stay strong
I know, I am not wrong.
I fight, I shall prevail
I could see an other day.

Flames

Embrace me with your fire,
let me scape if I am tired.
Just I want to feel me alive
for a single time.

Here I am with my defects
I told you a million times.
It looks like madness
but those are my facts.

When I see you I lose my mind
reaching some kind of salvation,
but I lack some motivation
don´t worry I am still be fine.

People say: I am insane...
but all these are words in vain.
I know, you understand all about pain.
We know: It´s too late.

Blood, fluids and tears
keep us on the way.

Survive

Come on, say my name
I´ll be back from hell.
I shall prevail
one more time.

I rise from the ashes,
like a hunted memories
returned to twiste those thoughts
I am alive even in darkness.

I get the courage
aganist the world
I have the hate
to overcome these words.

Just decay

I need your love to increase my decay
just I need to make my fucking day.
Inspire me until I bleed
hurt me in these seek.

I need to feel sick to feel alive
then take all that I have...
Spit all this lies that you said
because I am not feel anything.

Come back from the past
and fuck me so fast...

I will not fall, I shall prevail

You want to drag me in your misery 

you want to drink your agony.

Sharp words I can hear

disastrous deeds is what I can see.

I get a familiar gift for you

to understand the meaning of pain.

I don´t let you to drag me again

in the hell that you are create.

Once understood I am no a guide 

will direct you to the other side.

You´ll have the comfort of my absence 

because all my words are keeping in silence.

Now!!!!

Can you feel me in the distance?

Can you hear me in the silence?

Do you want me to say some words of encouragement?

Do you want to be a helping hand to live your life?

I  hope that you scream: YES!!!!

But, I whisper this time… NO

Deeply

Life is gone… right now

time has come… for us

Like a wave crashes on the rocks

everything went away for us.

Empty words We said 

but, nothing has change.

Emptiness floating around us

we try but… that´s no the way for us.

Feel free to seek other horizons 

to challenge other kind of reasons.

never surrender if the world breaks you down

just remind what we were born.

Just believe and breath to fight and other day

remember if you fail this is not the end

It´s an other chance to rise and break.

just believe and breath to live your dreams

Something broke about us

When distance hurts 

and the love is not enough.

our ambitions are grow up

the love goes.

Perhaps I am not so close 

maybe your are not in love.

the excuses never fail

our home is like a jail.

Why your words are so cold?

Something broke about us,

something that will never return 

just I want to run and go on…

All is change it away

when the silence encrypted all.

No expresion...

just deception…

All turns so black

My strength has gone 

and there is no hope.

Something inside has die 

I don´t want to fight.

I must sleep

I want to dream,

the dream of death 

in the last from my path.

Now I am so sick to live 

Just I behold the end

I am waiting to die 

I can not wright fine…

My mind fades in black

there is no turning back.

It´s the point of no return 

the count down has began…

I am stupid

It´s stupid think to this way

when the days runs away.

We don´t found the reasons to stay

and I gonna miss you from my side.

I don´t want to live a lie…

please understand about it.

You can not blame me

if you not feel the same.

I am crying, I am dying

But I will survive 

I gonna be alright.

Don´t worry about it.

Here is not dreams to live 

just tears to cry… you see,

When We can´t turn around,

then, I can´t make you love me again.

So fast I hope to forget

I gonna be alright 

don´t worry about it 

don´t worry about me.

No hope for the weak

Just it´s chaos and confusion 

Now I don´t get to run

your sadness devouring all

The misery is getting close.

All these shit that you said

All the things that you did

everything was a fucking lie 

and I let it die again I don´t care.

I let you down to the abyss 

´cuz I am not tolerate you sadness 

Should I have any regrets?

Can you push this time reset?

I don´t need sympathy

When I carry on this insanity

as darker than you are 

and now you can scream for…

Come

f you could listen my words 

you can conceive new worlds.

Walk with me through the path of sorrow

rebuild with me a new dawn… 

Everything is change

no one can stay.

All beings live and die 

every single day.

All has gone...

I am not belong to this time

I feel you even the distance

but I am not the only one 

I know that you restart once more.

i am not still here...

I will not be there,

no reson, no hope 

that doesn't  make sense.

Please don´t ask me why I go,

all is said and all done.

After that there will only silence 

there will my last answer in the distance.

I leave remains of hope

lessons on how to survive the love

remember your are not alone,

not after al, because I am not the only one.